he told her

he said she'd be a lesbian
if she didn't love dick so much
he said she was so pretty now
beautiful now that she dressed like a girl
he offered his face for her to sit on
a minute before she kicked him out of her house
he barked at her how he'd like to lick
her and where he would start
and how he would finish
and she found this information
to be too intimate
too much even coming from brunch
coming from a strange man walking down the street behind her
he whistled and screamed
he throttled he croaked
he asked if the drapes matched the carpet
he asked her if she spits or swallows
he asked her who's her daddy now
he pushed her head down
and then fucked her while she was blacked out
he said she was too independent
he didn't like her male friends
and thought she must be fucking them
of course
she got dolled dressed up
made up real nice
and he took her out for a meal she paid for
cuz he left his wallet and shoes at home
but gave her a trash can
a kettle and something black from victorias closet
and talked about her blow job skills over dessert
he spent the night with some friends who were girls
and made her feel bad for it
so he called her a whore a slut
and then tried to fuck her
he said she looked like she hadn't had any for some time
and said she could have a threeway with him
he said wow you look like you've gotten so much smaller
are you anorexic again
wait - you're small but you were tiny then
she told him she just had a bad break up
and he woke her up one evening naked
claiming that she was coming on to him
and for fucks sake
he paid for her plane ticket
what was she thinking
she clearly wasn't
and he told her he didn't know what love is
till the one day he changed his mind
and he told her he could never trust her again
and then he said he was a premature ejaculator
because before he became an atheist
he had been a catholic
cuz that makes sense
and he told her that he was pro choice
but if she ever got pregnant
he wouldn't be
which made her decide
that if she were ever pregnant
she wouldn't tell him
and was thankful she never was
and one day she really thought
she really wondered
if the dick was all worth it
that maybe
just maybe
....